I have a friend like that!
She say: later, never keep the cell phone has left me!
That evening, mom they like a spell to find her!
Almost a year since, no one day with his family had been broken a contact, a day at least a phone call, (they fight, she play as well).
That night her colleagues to have dinner, because didn't take bag, so cell phone with another colleague bag, although have to call the family past, but everyone in the chat for dinner, she was embarrassed to run out and call, after dinner, knowing it is nine o 'clock, when colleagues to hear her cell phone rings, but when she got on the phone, is the N, there have been dozens not answered the phone and has not read the text message (including mother, sister, brother, a friend of mine......) . Later, she a return to their phone, to know, they more than five o 'clock in the afternoon from the clock will start calling, has been no answer, they thought she what's the matter, even younger brother will said to her "mobile phone after must take, don't let parents worry about".
They found that since the last time she came back from the gate there save, he's been very afraid of losing her, even if it is a small cold, also can let them sleep, she feel really damn, always let so they worry about her.
"The days she is underwater, she desperately through the mother, don't ask her and raised her up, as if left hot water will die. Remember that before she asked mom and dad, surgery does it hurt? Mom and dad hold her hands and said, not pain, woke up was just fine. Remember to secretly asked sister, father mother why crying? Ask yourself will not die. Remember that night to a stomach pain injection and even needles anesthesia could not control the border, as if it where all hit, but in the heart but always are afraid to say the words" I want to die. "she very anxious to head down to window go to, then desperate jump down go to, she has the courage, but can't do this....... Remember mom said, she would not live, I also don't want to live. Remember 12 days of a hunger strike to let her pain, she has been very dream about peacetime eat of thing, even if it is plain boiled water she also miss, painful mother heartache to unable to eat anything, she, in turn, comfort, coax mother! Mother to eat" God see, why make a 20 year old girl bear so much pain, can let me instead of her pain? "This is her mother most often meditate on one. In the meantime, she saw the aunt of late chemotherapy days and hair falling she see aunt vomit frazzle, her heart, but it is so know how lucky, how satisfied. Lying in bed, but found unconsciously that sister also have small tumors, need to perform small operation and run your own two dao are bear, but always heartache a little sister small surgery, worried about my sister will be painful, worry that she will be afraid, if you can, she also would rather sister that a sword, or stroke in yourself good! Remember brother in the June 1 children's day that day to send her lollipops, it is the first time she's crying. Remember when he won't talk, desperately to listen to students of the phone, plug the earplugs learn" hope "that song, don't know her classmates remember this song?............."
Before, she told her mother will go to massage, but he is very afraid, because be afraid of, others see her scar, mother said "it's a silly child, fine, that nothing." In order to collective activity, she again convinced yourself!
Remember a colleague had said to her, "wait for a period, your body completely restored, we go to relax, skating. At that time she was very happy and say yes.
That night she can't sleep, tossing and turning, the pillow also wet, she wanted to a lot of a lot of, the thought of the place before drops, touched, unforgettable, forget. Although she has nothing, but still not of others from protection, she hopes to one day you no longer worry about her. Really, really eager to have such a day!
Don't know why, all sorts of things to change her a lot of ideas, to the full support of her family that she gets more debt, she know as long as their key kang, to live happy, is their biggest happiness.
Even if there are suitors, she still not willing to accept, to pay attention to, because the fate still hadn't, or? Confusing! Maybe many someone, in she nonchalant instantaneous go, go, you will never miss!
In fact, really, she's completely changed, that the old she and now that she, really is completely different, character changed, the mindset changed, she no longer cry, now in addition to want to home, she won't like before cry, others scold her, she stopped crying, tired of time don't cry, tired don't cry, others to call her things when also stopped crying, outside also don't cry by injustice, she finally can seem, finally can yourself to take the bus, not somebody else did.
The somebody else say: the past can not turn will not turn, turn fall dirt hurt more vague and won't, and could not, she has to convince yourself, don't let wet with tears memories!
Even so, but always don't want to let people think she poor, sympathy, because she felt that she is not poor, not worthy of sympathy, even from a variety of many sad experience of close, she still firmly believe that the sky is fair! And now she had a very happy, very happy, very substantial!
Mother and all the people said to her: would you be my love you!
Now she also wants to all people say: please you for I love yourself!
All in the past, all be is to write plays it, start again write, began to edit, began the journey!
To the world, she is full of blessing, full of gratitude, full of hope, full of hope, filled with love! Bless the friend, her mind to believe that all people will experience get! For her silently pray!
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